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Shawn was bruised but didn require any further treatment and he returned to work, spending his free time visiting Conor. The openness that theyd shared days earlier seemed to erode with each passing day and he found himself trying to pry words straight college men nude out of Conor. Hed overlooked the questions that still swirled around his head and had focused on Conors recovery but now found himself wondering what the hell was really going on. Finally, Conors release day came and he awoke with a heart straight college men nude full of pain. His feelings left him confused and he only knew one way to deal with that. During his long straight college men nude stay, he had read almost all of his fathers diary and had been transported to all of the foreign places Alan had seen and the sex that his father had experienced. He opened the last entry, made just days before his death. The handwriting changed here. It wasn as nice and clean as before and the realization that it was his fathers own brought tears to Conors eyes. Hi, Conor. I hope that you can read this. I decided to write this last entry because even though Shawns been a trouper, translating my broken thoughts into coherent long hand, its not the same as touching the paper and gripping the pen. Its also not as intimate and I want my final words to you to be as close to you as I can possibly get. So, youve read the entire diary and youve got an idea of who I am or should I say, who I was. I don want you to be me, Conor. I don want you to be a shriveled up straight college men nude old man who has no friends, except for the doctor whos caring for him. You may see people at my funeral, but they are not my friends. Friends care for each other. Friends love each other. No one has ever loved me except your mother (at one time), Shawn and you. At least, I hope you do.

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